went for the medical examination for SPF. Thought it was quite routine, after so many rounds of interviews. couldnt believe wat the doctor told me.

First, the thalassaemia that dashed my dreams of a fighter pilot, and now this. he said there's a 7mm lump inside my chest, possibly lung cancer but cannot confirm yet. Why do I have to suffer so many extraordinary setbacks that I couldnt control? NONE of it was down to my own actions. It is not the consequence of my own wrong-doings.

Nonetheless, I control my own fate, I control my own future. I'll strive to be successful while I'm in control.